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Journal Entry: Tue Oct 2, 2012, 12:13 PM
I feel lonely.

Life is a disaster right now, as if everything was crumbling down, and I don't know how to cope with such pain. I once thought I was in control of the situation, but it's getting worse and I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't know what I did, nor what I'm doing, but it is probably something horrible of which I deserve punishment.
It's hard to wake-up every morning, to get up, it hurts to pretend. But it's fine, experience has taught me well.

I'm probably better off alone anyway.

Sounds like a lie, when all I did was write an embellisment of the truth.

master of decadence.

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 23, 2012, 4:44 PM
Although it might not seem so, she had been the killer in the crowd; that night she had come to hunt them all down. No mercy, she did it one by one. Surprised? Allow me to explain, such devil, such wicked heart, black and untamed. Afraid? Listen close now; her show is about to commence.

She hisses, she snarls, and she whispers, and she laughs. She's the prettiest of all, with evil mind, sweetly to prowl. Bony fingers of long sharp nails, her lovely hands were made to tear flesh. But fragile she is and one day she might break. Just a beautiful sinner now wasted away. Oh, such enchanting cadaver, dancing and dead.

And as she keeps dancing she starts pulling you down. Down into a dark place you alone would never have found. You shout, stupidly unbowed. But sadly at night, only silence is loud. And as her silhouette continues to skulk, twirling around, you finally understand. She's the master, a queen with no crown.

And although her heart is cold and her teeth are sharp, she once had been human like us, so keep that in mind. She will love you. She will force you. She'll leave you behind. First you'll be falling, last you'll be blind.


Haunt your demons.

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 11, 2012, 3:21 PM
Chain them up, hunt them down.

Sick

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 6, 2012, 2:34 PM
He could hear it, the bloody figure walking behind him over nimble feet. Then his eyes were forced to close as cold, bony fingers covered his sight. Nails like claws buried deep into his cheek as she breathed softly, surely bloody lips drawn into that scornful smile he both loved and detested.

"You're mine."

And then she was gone, back into the sweet torments of his mind. And then, like venom, she left him on the floor, dead and strangely calm.




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I had to get this out of my head.
I know, I'm weird.

Sorry!

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 18, 2012, 2:10 PM
I PROMISE tomorrow I'll answer ALL my private messages. I'm sorry for being so absent, but I've been studying for my final examms and the last one is in two days, so SUMMER IS HERE!!!!!!!!



FINALLY. YES.

The devil just sold me his soul.

Journal Entry: Thu May 31, 2012, 4:27 PM
How ironic.




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So I uploaded this as a curiosity and sudden realization



And my god, when I saw this afternoon the response, like 400+ comments? A hot debate I created about beauty, being natural or not. I kinda feel like a troll :la:

But on to the point,

Please, I just want to say before anyone jumps into conclusions, I am neutral on the matter.
I don't care if wearing make-up is good or bad, or makes you look better or worse.
I'm just stating the obvious; people can be transformed by make-up.

My purpose of this is to actually show make-up is another form of ART, and to me, being the most important tool in my work, makes wonders.
Sometimes being natural  is boring (NOT ugly I say), and my goal is to create characters that can't exist but are born and molded from my head to you by makeup. And they are not always beautiful, not to me. But I don't care.

I don't know if any of you get it, what I'm trying to say, or if it makes any sense.
But whatever, thought I had to say it. :)

thank you for everything.

Cristina


:heart:
To be scared after you hear the radio from your parents' bedroom being suddenly turned on. The only logic reason to this is that Troll (my dog) did it, because I'm alone.



....Of course it was him. He's such a troll. :lmao:
























:fear:
I dyed my hair today. It's a mixture of orange and pink. I'm looking all weird, which makes it even more exciting :la:

If you want to see it, i posted a picture in facebook [link]

I'm loving it :love:


PS: sorry for such a weird journal entry :D
Thank you for telling me about this

[link]

This lady right here, or man I don't care, has cropped, edited and not credited me. She wisely cut my signature and changed the color of my deviation

Nice job, girl.

What really pisses me off is the fact that this has a lot of notes, which means my original is not being put out there.

What am I supposed to do in this case?
Hello everyone! :wave:

I wanted to announce that I've got a new camera!! :la:

It's Pentax k5. I haven't had time to use it, but it's looks amazing!! I'm really excited, and surely tomorrow I'll be shooting with it! It's definitively much better than the one I had before so I'm sure I'll notice some really big differences.

I'll tell you how it goes!!



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Hola a todos! :wave:

Sólo quería anunciar que hoy fui a recoger mi nueva cámara!!:la:

Es la Pentax k5. No he tenido tiempo de probarla, pero tiene una pinta buenísima!! Tengo unas ganas locas de que llegue mañana para poder probarla! Es definitivamente mucho mejor que la que tenía antes, así que es estoy segura que notaré grandes diferencias

Ya os contaré como va!!

thank you

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 18, 2012, 5:52 AM
Thank you so much for the 200k pageviews. I never thought I'd reach that many. Really, thank you.
Also for the +11k followers here on dA, as well as the +11k in Facebook.

I can't believe it, it's amazing.


Thank you for all your support, it's mind-blowing what you did with the thieves; in a few hours they were all gone. I really appreciate all you do, all the love I receive.

If someone were to tell me when I started two years back from now, that I'd have all this, I'd laugh at it.

I wish I could answer all of you, but it's impossible.

So, thank you. I can't really express this feeling.

:heart:

Cristina

And yet another one...

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 16, 2012, 12:00 PM
Why?

:thumb268828859:

:(

And yet another one...

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 16, 2012, 11:59 AM
Why?

:thumb268828859:

:(

Art thief

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 16, 2012, 7:55 AM
Another idiot who posts my work as their own, and edits it. Funny how there is a comment flagged as spam.

And where is my signature?

:thumb290552142:

Confusing

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 6, 2012, 10:50 AM
I'm confused.

I had reported my stolen work, and got a note from deviantArt staff saying I'm not the original artist or the current copyright owner, thus making the report invalid.

Excuse me? I am the real one. This is so confusing and nerve-wrecking!

At least the took it down, the stolen deviation...

Art thief

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 6, 2012, 7:17 AM
It's kinda funny when people try to steal my work...

:thumb288382867:

thank you for telling me!

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 5, 2012, 8:28 AM
I don't know if you've noticed, but now I'm featuring work in question polls, because is the easiest way to showcase other artits' work. I try featuring work that is usually unknown (with not a lot of favorites), and that are my own favorites.
It's fun, I love searching for art, especially if it's not really known. It also get other people to see their work. I apologize if there is too much photography, or human beings, but that's what I like the most!

You'll see one or two new polls (even three, if I'm really excited) every week. Expect awesome art!!

:heart:

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 25, 2012, 1:09 PM
Hello everybody! :wave:

I'm really happy right now because I've got like four days free, no school! Yay! That always cheers me up :D

Just wanted to announce that the 9th March I'll be in Madrid, in the Fnac (Parquesur, Leganés) selling some prints. Just in case you're there and want to say hello! :)

That's all, have a nice day/night !

:heart:

Cristina xx

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Hola! :wave:

Estoy super felíz ahora mismo porque tengo como 4 días libres, vivan los puentes! Eso siempre me sube el ánimo :D

Bueno, quería anunciar que el día 9 de marzo estaré en Madrid, en Fnac (Parquesur, Leganés) vendiendo unos posters. Era por si estabais por ahí y os queríais pasar para decir hola! :)

Eso es todo, tener un buen día/noche !

:heart:

Cristina

CONTEST WINNERS

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 7, 2012, 11:19 AM
Traditional/digital:

1. by :iconmaasikavaarika:

2. by :icongreenmandarine:

3. by :iconrockallnight:



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Literature:

1. ConfessionFather. I fear I have sinned.

My child, what have you done?

I couldn't help myself. It was so beautiful. I had to feel it break beneath my fingers; its blood slick my hands, my tongue, my throat. I had to have it in my mouth. I tore at it with my teeth, peeling the skin from the bone. Like jewels, its life dripped from my tears and my scratches. They welled and slithered and dropped. Incandescent beneath the harsh light of where I had caught it. Such a beautiful creature now withered in my hands…. and Father?

Yes, child?

You want to know the most delusional part of it?

Yes.

At that moment my vision became clear. Light shown down up
by :iconcaptivationrequired:

3. Confined From My SoulConfined.
These walls are closing in.
Confined.
These days keep growing dim.
Confined.
I might be going out of my mind.
Confined.
My soul is lost, nothing to find.
In these haunted corridors,
I'm kept prisoner to all these horrors.
I want to escape and save what's not found,
Confined, chasing my mind it's all around.
Confined.
by :icongabthefox098:

4. PainkillerI stared out the window blankly, eyes wide yet nearly sightless as the world blurs. It is now I realize I made a mistake and as I struggled to hold on, trying to make out the blurry images in front of me fruitlessly, I am hopeless.
Three Vicodin, ten ibuprofen and a glass of whiskey. As the whole world begins to fade my last thought…
I should have never taken those painkillers. 
by :iconzutara12345:



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Photography:

1. by :iconorsnai:

2. by :iconkimberly-m:

3. by :iconeyliphca:


Congratulations to all of you!! :dummy:
You will receive your prices as fast as possible!!! :la:

It was really hard to choose, and wish I could have more winners, but I don't have a lot of points to give but these.

I will surely do more contests, so you will all have at least another opportunity to win! :D

Good job everyone. Well done.


Cristina

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~Bleeding-Magic:iconbleeding-magic:
I am in love with your photos! For being so young, you have an incredible amount of talent. I am seriously speechless. :heart:
Tue Nov 20, 2012, 6:01 PM
=Rainilicious:iconrainilicious:
your pictures :heart:
Wed May 9, 2012, 5:47 PM
~bmac6446:iconbmac6446:
You have natural talent for the genre. You will go far!
Sat Mar 3, 2012, 9:40 AM
~cheesylily02:iconcheesylily02:
You are simply stunning! Have a nice day!
Thu Mar 1, 2012, 5:27 AM
~ronnilynn70williams:iconronnilynn70williams:
i am blown away by the beauty in your photos. i can not even think of words to describe what i feel when i see your art! wow
Thu Mar 1, 2012, 5:13 AM
~ElizalE:iconelizale:
Your photography is beautiful! And your artwork concerning makeup and such is absolutely stunning. Good luck!
Thu Mar 1, 2012, 4:52 AM
~Karin-Maaka-San:iconkarin-maaka-san:
O my goodness I´m currently 15 and I love photography as well but I don´t think I´d ever become as good as you. Your camera makes such gorgeous pictures :O what kind of camera do you use? and how do you take all these self portraits?
Thu Mar 1, 2012, 3:26 AM
~IWUFPPLZ:iconiwufpplz:
I always wanted to be a photographer, unfortunatley i'm only 14 and not old enough to work so I could buy such a high quality camera. Anyways, I think you pictures are extradinory :D And I dont pften use that word. Someday I wanna get this good <3
Sat Feb 25, 2012, 5:50 PM
~spraycansoul:iconspraycansoul:
i love your photos!
Fri Feb 17, 2012, 10:41 PM
~robbiexD:iconrobbiexd:
you're awesome
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