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strangers. by Senju-HiMe
strangers.

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Self (pentax k3 & Broncolor Siros 800s)

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unclaimed. by Senju-HiMe
unclaimed.

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Turned around, upside down, swiveling, swinging, up and down, whirling, rotating, falling back, again and again, and again, and again.

"Oh, sir, will you take me with you?"

Dark eyes with the touch of spring within his stare -curious, amused-, giggled. He replied with a gentle nod and embraced my shivering body between his arms.

And so I closed my eyes peacefully and fell into sweet dreams. And we walked miles together, he carried my numb body with the sun setting down reflected in his face. We crossed mountains of sharp stones, as his dark eyes sparkled with the golden light. He never spoke. He never speaks.

And I thought that as long as I stayed between his arms, I would be safe forever. But then his skin went suddenly cold, and I finally realized his chest was silent as death. I looked up and his before burning gaze was now dull. I was scared. I asked, pleaded, begged him to stop walking but he was now deaf. I cried out, yelled, pushed him but his gentle embrace was now choking chains.

I couldn't breathe nor scream, he kept walking and walking with the pace of the lost. Hours, days, months of despair. And then we arrived to the horizon, his lips sealed.

His arms went dead and I began to slip down, desperately in reach for the man I had once trusted. But gravity hit me and my bones cracked when I clashed against the ground. I called out to him, "sir, I beg you! Don't leave me here!" But with the coldness of someone who drags a broken heart he turned around and abandoned me.

I cried for days, as it rained and snowed and my body was covered in spiderwebs and wilting dandelions. Even though he had never loved me, I waited for him with such useless hope.

And so now I am laying here, unclaimed, where the man never dares to come, waiting for a kind, brave hand to take me back home. 
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Vueltas, boca abajo, girando, rotando, arriba y abajo, torciendo, volviendo cayendo, una y otra vez, y otra vez, y otra vez.

"Señor, ¿me llevaría con usted?"

Ojos tan oscuros con la caricia de la primavera en su mirada -curiosos, entretenidos-, rieron. Contestó asintiendo amablemente y abrazó mi cuerpo tembloroso entre mis brazos.

Así que cerré los ojos con alivio y caí profundamente en un sueño dulce. Y anduvimos kilómetros juntos, él sostenía mi cuerpo entumecido con el atardecer del sol reflejado en su rostro. Cruzamos montañas de afiladas rocas mientras sus ojos negros brillaban con la luz dorada. Nunca habló. Él nunca habla.

Y entonces pensé que mientras me encontrase entre sus brazos yo estaría a salvo para siempre. Pero su piel de pronto se volvió fría, y entonces me di cuenta de que su pecho era tan silencioso como la muerte. Alcé la vista y le pregunté, rogué, le supliqué que parase de andar pero ni me escuchaba. Grité, chille´, intenté alejarme de él pero su antes suave abrazo se había convertido en unas cadenas asfixiantes.

No podía respirar ni gritar, él siguió andando y andando con el paso de los perdidos. Horas, días, meses de desesperación. Y entonces alcanzamos el horizonte, sus labios sellados.

Sus brazos cayeron muertos y comencé a resbalarme, con angustia me aferré al hombre al que deposité ciega confianza. Pero la gravedad me golpeó y mis huesos crujieron cuando colisioné contra el suelo. Le llamé a gritos, "señor, ¡se lo ruego! ¡No me deje aquí!". Pero con la frialdad del que arrastra un corazón roto se dio la vuelta y me abandonó.

Lloré durante tanto tiempo que no recuerdo, bajo la lluvia y sobre la nieve y mi cuerpo se cubrió de telarañas y dientes de león marchitos. Y aunque él nunca me quiso, le estuve esperando con tan inútil esperanza.

Y por eso aquí me hallo, sin ser reclamada, en un lugar donde el hombre no se atreve a llegar, esperando que una mano gentil y valiente que me lleve a casa. </i>
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Self. (Pentax k3)

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hurt. by Senju-HiMe
hurt.
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(español abajo)

“It hurt. It hurt how much she gave and how little she received. It hurt how much she smiled to every dagger, to every silence. It hurt all the tears she hid and all the shivers she felt. And all the warning shouts she ignored, and every stone that left her knees and palms bleeding all the way down the shore. It hurt, hurt every drowning morning and all the choking nights. But the mind is weak and the heart so mean that all she could do was smile and laugh and stay still as the strings that kept her standing were slow and thoughtfully cut. It hurt all the hugs, the coldness of fake skin, the hollow words and loving stares. Hurt all the unsaid goodbyes and hushed despairs.

Oh, how it hurts.”
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“Dolió. Le dolió lo mucho que dio y lo poco que recibió a cambio. Le dolieron las sonrisas que dedicó a cada puñal, a cada silencio. Dolieron todas las lágrimas que escondió, y todos los escalofríos sentidos. Y todos los gritos de advertencia que decidió ignorar, y cada piedra que de camino a la orilla le dejó las rodillas y palmas sangrando. Dolió, dolió tanto cada mañana ahogada y cada noche de asfixia. Pero la mente es débil y el corazón tan cruel que todo lo que pudo hacer fue regalar sonrisas, reír y mantenerse quieta mientras las cuerdas que la mantenían de pie fueron lenta y viciosamente cortadas. Dolieron todos los abrazos, la frialdad de su falsa piel, el vacío de palabras y las miradas cariñosas. Dolieron todos los adiós no dichos y cada desesperación silenciada.

Oh, cómo duele.”

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from my "Haunted" series.
self.(pentax k3 & broncolor siros 400s)
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Cristina Otero
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email: cristinaoterophotography@gmail.com

Madrid, Spain

8 signed posters giveaway to thank you!

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 19, 2014, 2:45 AM
(Español abajo)

So yesterday I reached the 80k likes on FACEBOOK !! Thank you so much guys, it means a lot to me. I appreciate all your support throughout this five years, when I started shooting. It feels like a lifetime has passed since I had the first camera in my hands. You are the best :heart:

I promise next week I will make the worldwide raffle between my FACEBOOK  followers to win one of the 8 signed posters I will giveaway. Look out for my post on FB! :)

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Ayer llegué a los 80,000 'me gusta' en FACEBOOK !! Muchas gracias chicos, significa muchísimo para mi. Aprecio todo el apoyo que me habéis brindado desde hace cinco años, cuando empecé haciendo fotos. Parece como si hubiese pasado una vida entera desde que sostuve mi primera cámara. Sois los mejores :heart: 

Prometo que la semana que viene haré el sorteo mundial para mis seguidores de FACEBOOK  para poder ganar uno de los 8 posters firmados que daré. Estad atentos a mi post en BF! :)


  • Mood: Joy

F.A.Q.

1. Can I draw one of your photos?
-Yes you can as long as you credit me. I also would like to know the link to fave or at least to see it :)

2.What camera do you use?
-PENTAX K3

3. What editing program(s) do you use?
-Photoshop cs3 and Photoscape

4. Do you do all your make-ups for self-portraits?
-Yes

5. How old are you?
-18

6. How many years have you been doing photography?
- 5 years

7. What your real eye color?
-Brown <3

8. What lense(s) do you use?

• PENTAX SMC DA 55 mm F1,4 SDM (Star) (PRO)
• PENTAX SMC DA 70 mm F2.4 Limited (PRO)
• PENTAX DA 100 MM F2.8 WR MACRO PENTAX

9. What light do you use?
-Natural light that comes from my window

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Mateusz03 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Incredible pictures, I love to look at these portraits. I used one of the photos: mateusz03.deviantart.com/art/N…. Best regards.
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David6262014 Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2015
You have a great camera!
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GLAZiZ Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You have a creative mind and a unique way of taking photos. Keep up the great work!Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-03 (Squee) [V1] 
If there was a fav all button, I would click it Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-02 (Kawaii) [V1] 
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ParisRome17 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2015  New Deviant Professional Photographer
nice work
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johnfboslet1965 Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Enormous talent and incredible ability to express powerful emotion
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birthdays Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2015
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.

We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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FyoraFish Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015
Happy birthday! I hope it was wonderful! :happy birthday: Red Velvet Cake 
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Blue-Anima Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015   General Artist
Happy Birthday!! :D Wishing you and your wonderful art the best ^_^
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KellySeale Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday Wishes for You Cristina on Your Birthday Today! ;-) O LOve Your Work!!!
I'd like to post a poetry piece in comments of some of the ones that touch me? ;-)
-Kelly.
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ZiaulKareem Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday!!!
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